Saturday, July 2, 2011

Alterior motives

Okay, so here's a recap. I'm wanting to change my perception to something decidedly less negative, I want to change my weight to match that of a human beings and not of a manitee, and I want to change the way I dress just because it's about time I put SOME thought into it. And I'm doing it all totally for myself!

Sorta...

You see, there's a problem with the word "sorta". You can't just throw it out there and not explain yourself. I hate it when my friends do that (or something similar) and I'm not going to be a hypocrite...

So what's the big deal? It's not just because I want to make these changes for myself. There's one other reason that's pretty big. Not just to improve myself, but to make a new me and kiss the old me goodbye. When I move away from Texas (which I totally will) thing are going to be different. People won't know me as the guy who got his act together Junior year of college. I'll be the guy who's always had his act together, as far as they know. 5 years down the road I want to be in Chicago and look back on everything and find comfort in knowing that I'm not who I was. I guess it's just another thing that drives me forward.

Oh, and I've been putting Weight loss in my labels as one word. I've just now remembered that it's two words. Oops.

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